my clothes often have memories woven into their fabric
it is not my choice
but i remember certain times that i wore this shirt or skirt or bra
the skirt that im wearing today has the memory of my sixteenth birthday tied to it
a memory both happy and sad
and i feel that when i wear it still
bite my eyebrow
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
list 1
things i liked about today:
the sun
my outfit
it felt like summer
that i helped my teacher
i laughed a lot
i finished my spanish hw in class
i listened to a lot of justin timberlake
everything is green
things i didn't like about today:
the wind
the sun
my outfit
it felt like summer
that i helped my teacher
i laughed a lot
i finished my spanish hw in class
i listened to a lot of justin timberlake
everything is green
things i didn't like about today:
the wind
Sunday, April 7, 2013
morosity
i wrote this last time i was sad
the words will hold that sadness
forevermore
each time i read the lines
the sadness of that night touches me
familiar yet unforgiving
like an old drug habit
but i will not give in this time
the words will hold that sadness
forevermore
each time i read the lines
the sadness of that night touches me
familiar yet unforgiving
like an old drug habit
but i will not give in this time
<3
my heart actually does skip a beat sometimes
i have an irregular heartbeat
and it is scary when it happens
the beat stills for a moment
a moment that i fear
i wonder if i am technically alive
for the skipped beat
because my body is still
isnt that what death is anyway?
eternal stillness
i have an irregular heartbeat
and it is scary when it happens
the beat stills for a moment
a moment that i fear
i wonder if i am technically alive
for the skipped beat
because my body is still
isnt that what death is anyway?
eternal stillness
jail time
four hours
i am stuck here
four hours
in this library
four hours
not allowed to touch a single book
fours hours
of injustice
i am stuck here
four hours
in this library
four hours
not allowed to touch a single book
fours hours
of injustice
Saturday, April 6, 2013
pierre-auguste cot
there are some things in this world that are so beautiful
all i want to do is stare at them forever and just marvel
like this painting:
all i want to do is stare at them forever and just marvel
like this painting:
him
i get feelings of dread when i think of him
which makes me sad
because i want to feel happy
this whole thing is freakin me out
and i don't like it
but maybe im just a coward
and too afraid to let him read the book that is my heart
my pages glued together with fear, anxiety and doubt
and i know his hands are soft and gentle
but this book is very fragile
which makes me sad
because i want to feel happy
this whole thing is freakin me out
and i don't like it
but maybe im just a coward
and too afraid to let him read the book that is my heart
my pages glued together with fear, anxiety and doubt
and i know his hands are soft and gentle
but this book is very fragile
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